Still Darkness

I stand in the still darkness of the night. They tell me that I will be all right. I am standing their stripped of myself. I am told to continue as they point and laugh. I am no longer my self but someone elses body as I watch on, I can not move. I feel as though I am stuck in a dream of which I can not awake. I feel as though this brutalic scene will be over soon but I know in my mind that it will not be forgotten. As I lay there on the hardened black dirt the dark blue sky above sparkles with jewels as in the night sky. I hear the sounds of tree's whispering and the sound of crickets as they rub their wings together playing a musical peice into the summer air. No one seem's to know what I am feeling and what dramatic pain is in my heart. The men slowly make their way down the beaten rugged path. He slowly finishes and get's up. I know in my mind that he never wanted to hurt me it just ended like that. The pain of the night drifts on. As my well being has been washed away by the raging wave that has just been thrown against the shore. I feel my heart as it beats on. In my heart I know those men had evil hearts. Who else could do such a cruel act.
Inspired From the book the "Bluest Eye"